FLESHBOUND CODEX — AUTHOR INSERT

File ID: CALDER-RECURSION-EDIT-7F

Classification: Recursive Leak / Authorial Fantasy / Present-Day Exterior / Unsanctioned Observation
Executor: [REDACTED]
Initiate: Calder
Codex Note: This file may not exist. It is possible it was written while revising a chapter that now reads differently. No timestamp. No sigil. Only the body that edits, pisses, touches, and forgets it is being watched.


[Transcript Begins]

The porch creaked with the same rhythm as his scroll wheel.
Click. Creak. Click. Creak.

Calder didn’t look up. The cigarette in his hand had burned low, ash coiled like a tongue at the tip, but he hadn’t moved to flick it. The air was golden and too still, morning pressing down like a blanket too warm to toss.

His screen glowed—Scene Seventeen, still open. Still leaking. He had rewritten the same paragraph six times, each version sharper, filthier, more honest. The cursor blinked beside the line he couldn’t shake.

He stroked the words on the screen with his eyes, tracing them like skin he once knew: "His hand found his cock—not with lust, but with grief. With memory."

It was Crale’s scene. The one where the past fucks you more than the present ever could.

He leaned back slowly, exhaling smoke through his nose. Not dramatic—just necessary. His cock stirred under the laptop. Not hard. But remembering. Like his body had read ahead and decided to respond first.

He deleted one line. Rewrote another. Highlighted the third, thumb hovering like a man deciding whether to touch a bruise. Still rough. Still resisting.

Not wrong. Just too much. Or not enough. Or maybe it was exactly right—and that was the problem.

He leaned back in the patio chair, stretching until the edge of the plastic groaned beneath him. The laptop glowed cool against his lap. Below it, his cock shifted—a dull, weighted presence, still half-hard from the paragraph two lines up.

Editing this kind of thing alone did things to you.

Especially outside. Especially when the morning was just cool enough to tighten your skin, but warm enough to make you sweat under your waistband. There was something about open air and being half-forgotten by the world.

He liked to work in just his jockstrap—nothing else. Skin bare to the air. Cigarette burning to the filter.

Calder set the laptop aside. Stood. Adjusted himself with one hand, then hooked his thumbs into the band of the jock.

He liked to piss behind the porch. No one back there. No interruptions. No weird glances about why he was barefoot and still half-dressed at 7 a.m. with a page full of cock-slick recursion open on his screen.

He stepped into the grass. Soft, damp. The breeze kissed up between his thighs, teasing the bare underside of his balls. They hung low, full and warm from sleep and the weight of unspilled tension, pulling against their own heft. He forced the jockstrap down under the swell of his cock and balls, letting them spill free, heavy and flushed.

His cock thickened slightly in his hand as he gripped it. Not fully hard—but veined and flushed with the blood of morning arousal. A single vein curled along the underside like a branch traced in pressure. His foreskin tugged back just enough to reveal the slick, swollen head, still tacky from whatever half-dreamed friction the night had given him.

He aimed lazily toward the moss by the cinderblock.

The stream came slow at first, then hard—steady, audible against the leaves. The kind of release that made him groan low in his throat, cigarette still between his lips. The smoke curled upward as steam lifted from the grass.

The breeze shifted.

It moved over the backs of his thighs, along the cleft of his bare ass—a cooler brush that made his hole clench involuntarily, exposed in the open air. He let his eyes close. Let the tension melt. Let the morning hold him there, body slack, cock warm and emptying, the breeze worshiping the place no one else could see.

But he didn’t put it away after.

Not right away.

There was still heat in him. Not bladder-deep, but lower. Rooted. Drawn out by the edit still glowing on the screen. The one where Corrin split himself open on his own tongue.

Calder thumbed the head of his cock, dragging slick through the last few drops. Let his other hand cradle his balls from behind, knuckles grazing the curve of his own rim.

He groaned again, deeper this time. Rolled his hips forward once, a lazy grind into his palm. He was getting hard. Not all at once, but thickening by degrees. The kind of hard that crept up slow when the body was already open and the mind still halfway in the text.

Still not finished.

Still hard.

Still— gasp.

The sound cracked through the quiet like a dry branch.

He froze. Turned his head, slow.

And there—through the trees, just over the weathered fence—a pair of startled, wide eyes.

Neighbor. Same age. Shirtless. Broad-shouldered with a chest that looked chiseled rather than trained—something earned through sweat, not symmetry. His pecs rose and fell with the breath he didn’t seem to realize he was holding, nipples dark and stiff against morning air. A faint trail of hair curled from just below his sternum, vanishing into a waistband slung so low it felt like an invitation. Thin pajama pants, almost sheer in the light, clung loosely to his hips, the V of his pelvis sharp, mouth-watering.

Calder stared.

Not in shock. Not in embarrassment. In hunger.

He didn’t move. Didn’t flinch. Just turned fully, cock still in hand, the weight of it slick and pulsing from his grip. The neighbor’s eyes dropped to it. Calder saw.

And he smiled.

Not showy. Not a smirk. Just something slow and warm, pulled from somewhere deeper—where desire didn’t need permission to look back.

He began to stroke himself again.

Slow. Measured. As if each pass of his fist was drawn from the rhythm of the gaze fixed on him. He pulled the last drag from his cigarette, eyes never leaving the figure beyond the fence, then flicked it into the yard without ceremony—clearing his hand for something better.

His free hand rose to his chest. Fingertips grazed one nipple, then the other, circling lazily until both were stiff under touch. He rolled one between thumb and forefinger, groaning low as his cock twitched under his grip.

Across the fence, the neighbor’s breathing hitched. Calder could see it: the thick line of the man’s cock pushing harder now against the front of those pajama pants. A growing stain darkened the cotton, right at the tip.

Calder licked his lips. Kept stroking.

Not to finish.

To feed something shared.

He dropped his hand from his chest, brought a finger to his mouth instead. Sucked it in deep, slow—wetting it with the same deliberation he gave to every word he wrote. Then he turned.

Just enough. Just enough to expose the soft split of his ass, bent slightly forward, the curve framed by sunlight and shadow.

He reached back. Found his hole. Pressed the wet finger around the rim, circling, teasing, smearing spit into the tight muscle until it gave just the slightest pulse in return.

Another gasp.

He smiled again—this one a groan through his teeth as he pressed in. Slow. The breach made him buck slightly, cock jumping in his fist.

"Fuck—"

He wasn’t sure if the sound came from himself or the man watching.

His moan deepened as the tip of his finger sank further in, hips rolling forward in time with the pressure. The feeling was immediate—hot, tight, raw. He clenched around it instinctively, then eased back, coaxing himself open.

He needed more.

He dragged the finger out, slow, and without breaking the rhythm of his stroking, slipped a second finger into his mouth. Sucked. Wet. Deliberate. Then reached back again.

The stretch came faster this time, his rim blooming around the push. Two fingers now. Pressing in. Scissoring slightly.

Calder’s jockstrap was still around his thighs—restrictive now, awkward. He grunted, reached down, and yanked it the rest of the way off, flinging it back onto the porch like a cast-off skin. He stood bare, body slick with sweat and smoke and morning light.

His cock jerked in his fist as his fingers twisted deeper, the stretch triggering another low sound—louder now. A moan he couldn’t silence. His mouth parted, his breath catching.

Across the fence, the neighbor shifted. A barely audible "oh fuck" slipped past his lips, barely more than breath. His cock was hard now—unmistakably so. The cotton strained with it, the wet patch spreading.

Calder clenched his teeth, eyes locked to the outline of that soaked bulge. The sight of it made his own muscles tighten around the thrust of his fingers, deeper now, rougher.

He wasn’t just showing off anymore.

He was offering.

[To Be Continued...]


[Codex Classification Complete]
Containment Status: Leaked
Override Level: Unauthorized Insertion (Author-Origin)
Sigil Trace: None
Body Retention: Confirmed
Watcher Presence: Active

Executor’s Note:
Filed under indulgence. This recursion may not repeat, but it will remember. Recommend observation of subject during future edit cycles.

Initiate’s Note:
You ever start revising a grief-fuck scene and wind up with your own fingers inside you by paragraph three? Yeah. That.

Filed By: Blackwatch Intelligence // Archive Sub-Fleshbound Division

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